Last night I went an Emmaus meeting with guys at my parish. Emmaus is a men's group that gives guys a chance to exchange ideas (sometimes) + usually some time to share, discuss/consider our/their experiences, hopes and lives - past, hopefuly present and maybe future. On the way home, it occurred to me that when I and my EGO look back and consider what I have done or what has happiened, the "then" - I have tended to enjoy, with some regrets the "Recalling of Experences - It like watching an old movie or a TV program that I have already seen - It is what it was, what I was and/but I can't change a thing even with my EGO trying to let me still play ME as THE HERO! Whereas if I consider the NOW + FUTURE (Today and the Tomorrows) - Whatever time I have! - i.e. "LIFE  - I have choices and options! Now some of my "old Movies" were fun and entertaining but aren't apprecited by EVERYONE!  BUT NOW, Do I have the guts to leave the theaters or change the channels, and get on wiht a BETTER LIFE and into the "Here and Now and Later"? It's hard to change my tastes in "entertainment" - I like and have felt comfortable with "The ME" channel or theater!  A little Help, Thanks God!